I hope I never figure out who broke your heart.Yesterday I met up with Lauren and Sarah to shoot our Yard Sale flyer. We shot it at Sarahs house and Bronques from www.lastnightsparty.com shot it for us. It was midly awkward, but not to bad. He shot us walking down the street with handfuls of clothing, balloons and popsicles. I think the event is going to be a ton of fun. Its in middle of July, all you California people better come out! After the shoot me and Lauren had a long talk about how much guys suck. We also touched base on the subject of girls who get crazy. When your pissing a guy off it is like fuel.. you can not stop even though you know you should. You provoke it until it escalate into something riduclous.
When I got home form the shoot I had about 10 minutes to change before the Chic Little Devil shopping event downtown. I have been on a bodysuit kick. I changed from one to another. Evelyn picked me up and we met Anna outfront. The event was pretty cool. They had a tarot reader/physic there. I use to go to them all the time, but it just started to scare crap out of me. For some reason they know things about me they should not. My friends egged me on while we were filming, i felt obligated. The first thing she said to me was.. " you have a big heart and you do way to many favors and try to help everyone out, you need to stop because they don't appreciate it and there just using you. You help so many horrible people out and it is going to drive you crazy." Well damn is that is not the story of my life, I don't know what is. She also told me I have had more "downs" then most people, but it is because im going to have something very big happen soon success wise and it is preparing me.... I will take it. One other thing she mentioned is that I should consider writing a book...hum
I love my friends they are so selfless and talented. Anna made the dress she is wearing, it is a piece from her new collection. Evelyn is an artist, she drew and designed all the Barbie stuff for Tarina Tarantino! Were going to do some tshirts together. I think it is really important to surround yourself with inspiring creative people. Look at Andy Warhol, he would have nothing less. There is a lot of people in Hollywood who do nothing but party and seek for fame. It is kinda sad.. thats why I want to move to New York City. New York gets it. After the shopping event we went to Sunset Live for the Naven fashion show and release party. The deisgners are twins and the coolest girls ever.
The gave us all a skirt from there new collection. Khloe Kardashian was leaving whe we got there, I always see her it is so wierd.
I am going to clean my house and do some laundry today. This was a huge post yikes. They say that time changed things, but you actually have to change them yourself. Sometimes you have got to let everything go, perge yourself. If you are unhappy with anything..whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it. Because you will find that when you're free, yout true creativity, your true self comes out. Have you ever done palm reading or tarot cards? Love and kitten poo,
Punks Eat Pizza.
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ps. I adore your outfit in those pics, the shirt is too cute
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awesome pictures by the way. you should get a lazer toy for your kitten. its cute to see them chase a red dot!
i think that -from what i've seen and read- that you DO do to much for others then your self. i'm not the most healthy person (mentally as well as physically) but you have to look around you and find what that physic was talking about. now it may seem weird but i really do believe in all those extra senses and stuff people think is just smoke mirrors and crap. your a model with -well probably- alot of extra cash. its not a crime to indulge your self once in a while. i think you should take a long vacation and just get away. you obviously deserve
I am scared of tarots and stuff like that...dont know..just dont wanna mess with that =/
xo
In Feb. of this year I came to the exactly point in life. I was sad all the time, I couldn't hardly function, I was in the same routine every day of just.. nothing.
I could feel myself falling apart and I thought that no one was going to hold me together, so I had to put all this extra energy into keeping myself together. Energy that, honestly, I didn't have.
But one day I just let everything go. I let myself completely just break down to nothing. And I started writing. I started looking up and I realized that all the pieces I was afraid I'd lose if I let myself go never left me. Everything about myself I loved so much were the only things left. And I built up from there.
It was amazing.
I'm so happy, and honestly relieved to hear that you feel the same way because it's always nice to know someone else is at the same point in life. Or at least has been there.
You have so many people looking up to you and trying to follow in your footsteps, thank you so much for writing that last part. Everyone who is stuck in their own lives needs to not be afraid of letting go.
There's a lok of good in you, Audrey, and a lot of strength. Don't let anyone take that away from you. You have a huge job to do, and so far you're doing wonderfully.
xoxo-
carrie
Aaahhhhh help people its always an arm with double side... I do it everytime and most of that times after I promise to never be again so stupid buut just do again!! I mean I always think that people are all nice and all can have a chance and they all have good hearts... Mabye sometimes all what I do for help people gets bad to me but if you belive in some god or karma or destiny or just justice in life that's good for your heart and conscience...I mean mabye it's better to look better who you help but help others it's always a good thing much much better then be an egoist and shitty people...
Chic little devil even looks really nice the red deviled background it's nicee(: I didn't really understood- u felt?? Haha hope didn't hurt I always fell and stuff like that because I never look where I walk!!! Haaa
Take around its self good people it's just a good stuff and I'm happy you have good friends
An italian commercial of pasta said: friends are brothers of your life- the family that you make- with them you live every moments-you laught and you cry and everything that happens you know that them will always be with you..I think that's how should be and so you have to choose right friend cause fake one are just...not cool at all!!
Ny have all the air of creativity city and it's really charming but la it's pretty rad...mabye seems fake and boring but I like it...
Whatever...who are that twins stylist? Never seen them, but I'd like to see some crations...
Bytheway today is the 1st are your tee rady? Cause I just can't waittttt!!!!
XXO nancy
LOVEYOU
Ahhh I love pizza btw!
:o is that an Otter Pop you're holding in the fourth picture down? :D
Woah that tarot reader thing sounds freaky.
Your friends seem awesome Audrey :] Indeed it is good to hang around craeative smart people, hanging with the wrong croud could rub off on you annd could mess up some things, and I'm glad I have good friends, I try to distance myself from the people that are not that try to get involved in my life, I just know it's not good. Anna's dress is so cute!