February 29, 2008tarina event tomorrow! -10% off with postcard! ask me for one! -Free Gift with every purchase! gifts include: barbie ring, pink head ring or barbie purse candy -$250 worth of TT stuff raffel! everyone who makes a purchase is entered in the drawing i'll be in attendance
Posted on 02/29/2008 6:13 PM Comments (25)
Pumpkin experience I shot the Smashing Pumpkins video for Superchrist last month. It was so much fun but such a long day. It was storming outside the day of the shoot and we met at Kerry's house in L.A. and did fittings for the infamous nurse outfits. My good friend Linda Strawberry had toured with the pumpkins a while back and a couple days before the video shoot. She asked if I would be in the video with her. The hair and makeup was suppose to be very Farrah Fawcett 70s like, super-bright red lips and dramatic eyes. Thank god Anthony was there the whole time to fix our hair. Keeping big teased out hair during a thunderstorm is not exactly an easy task. We met up at 10am and shot at 8pm. We only took a few takes. Everyone in the band was so nice. It was a lot of fun and a great experience. I haven't done a video since the Marilyn Manson one. I kinda miss them maybe I should get more into doing them on a normal basis! What do you think? What band's video would you want to be in?
Posted on 02/29/2008 9:45 AM Comments (79)
February 26, 2008bad kitty
im going to shoot bad kitty with ronys photobooth today with bj panda bear.
i have a head ache i got these suppliments called holy basel that are suppose to "enlighten you and make you happy" there all natural im pretty sure they work. we went to disneyland yesterday i shot there for japan magazine and got tons of mouse ears! will have photos tonight! im making a list of things i need to do before 2009.. so far 3 day hiking trip camping white waterr do you rafting start surfing once a week .... do you guys have anything you want to do before 2009?
Posted on 02/26/2008 3:56 PM Comments (68)
February 22, 2008what a lovely day
no more bees, no more pollination, no more plants, no more animals, no more man. well, guess what? the bees are disappearing in massive numbers. its called colony collapse disorder, when the hives inhabitants suddenly disappear.
 bees becoming extinct i assume is pretty serious subject but as far as im concerned by the time all the bees are gone our world will be destroyed already beyond repair. i give us 5 years until chaos 10 until world destruction or end of all..not a positive way to look at things. i say party it up have a good time do what you want because were going out and when i go out i hope its during a zombie apocalypses.   see you in hell or another dimension.
Posted on 02/22/2008 11:27 AM Comments (149)
puppets gone wild!
You are using an organization you don't even believe in to make you money? That's disgusting. You wear fur and leather, you take photos with meat, and now you're in a PETA ad? You should be ashamed of yourself. Exploiting a charity for money and exposure is a low, low move.
I want you to know that I have emailed the president, vice president, marketing director, and campaign manager for peta photos and videos of you wearing animals and disrespecting animals. Ingrid Newkirk, the president, is traveling in Europe but I have an appointment to speak with her so she will personally know of this. I have also contacted my local PETA heads and I will be contacting other regional directors number 1. its not meat its rice cakes spray painted brown in between a roll you think its possible to even stack real heavy burgers on your head even if i wanted to wich is gross?? its art its not real. number 2. the quote " i guess you have to pay rent this month" peta2!...= me watching igby goes down during the scene where he says that to amanda pete. number3. peta is a non prophet organization they do not pay so that doesnt even make sense. number4. no im not vegan. neither is 90% of the people in that add. its peta2. not peta. its about not wearing fur. the only reason i took 5 minutes out of my day to point this out .. is because evil people who will convince themselfs of anything and everything for a reason to hate someone is such a toxic energy for themselfs... not the people they are shooting it to.
Posted on 02/21/2008 12:50 PM Comments (238)
guess you have to pay rent this month. peta2!
shes a dancer who doesnt dance and hes a painter who doesnt paint.
my feet are so sore i left the house at 9am just got home its 1230am. met downtown today for the peta2 interview and photo shoot it was alot of fun they had real bunnies brought in that was so darn cute i wanted to take one home! i ate 2 peices of vegi pizza 3 redbulls and got some good talks in with missed friends.    i got locked out of my house at 3am the other night when i was drunk and started writing a letter on door with lipstick then i got in... its been 3 days and its still there.. i may never wash it off because its pretty epic. right from the shoot me strawberry and anthony went to the venue for the fashion show to meet ali. anthony gave me this intense jacket i love it and left it in his car and hes going to vegas nooooo!     went to this chinese place for dinner and got some crazy tofu dish that was better then any i have ever had. i met the cutest girl there and she has photo of me in her school folder.  the fashion show was alot of fun 944 did ton of press. i found out some intense shocking news by accident... im not sure what to think about it.. congradualtions? Im either so sick in the head I need to be bled dry to quit or I just really used to love. i have been reading this book on mental attitude and the power of your thoughts and its intense and scary at same time and all of its true if you practice it. you shed the negativity and when people put and energy out there for a certain reaction.. and when you dont acknowledge it... if its comming from a dark place it will in turn have the reverse effect. whatever energy's you put out there come back to you. its live and learn im first one to admit that i have 1000% put negitive thoughts out there and all they did is bring back the same attention and actions. soon as you change that things start to happen. when you start to feel a certain way and act on it.. i try to catch my self swallow my pride and reverse it and its been working to the point where its kinda a paradox.  i got this tshirt last night. i really want a goldfish! i will get one this week. i have a meeting early then shoot for japan magazine.  whats your favorite movie right now i need to go to ameba and get new ones i need ideas!
Posted on 02/21/2008 1:12 AM Comments (102)
February 19, 2008answers to your questions!
wow you guys are like little rabid bunnies some of you are super cute and fluffy and some of you are gnarly and foaming at the mouth and im into it.
1.are you going to bamboozle? -most likely doing meet and greets at east coast and ca dates 2. are you going out with anyoone? guys waste time and try to play games but im smarter and you cant bullshit a bullshitter 3.are you going to france someday ? yes i would love to but i dont know when yet... before june i hope. 4.DO YOU LIKE WAFFLES?! yes and i love waffle house in the south! 5.what's the craziest thing you have ever done? that changes by the month 6.how do you stay skiinnnyyyy! and what do you recommend to lose weight? excersize alot of water and no fried food or junk food 7.Would you like to be another person for one day? mary kate olsen or amanda lepor or some fabulous tranny 8.would you ever make a bucket list? lol for fun i dont know what that is 9.what would you be if you werent a model? some type of artist but i consider my self that anyway 10.what do you plan on doing after modeling? always wondered..
Posted on 02/19/2008 1:27 AM Comments (143)
February 15, 2008ask me anything
everyone always has something to ask me so heres your chance.
Posted on 02/15/2008 4:41 PM Comments (326)
vegas is the devil
my entire journal just got deleted some how and i dont have time to write it all again right now. haha.
 stand by me is the best movie ever. basically this should say welcome to hell. i always stand up for myself when people make me feel bad for no reason. i didnt but it was a perfect learning lesson. kinda need that put things into perspective. none of the little things matter nothing matters except if you content with going to sleep with who you are at night..that wont ever change and i cant imagine how some people are able to do that.  i want these really bad. retrograde is almost over time to start life again. morgan fell out of a moving cab and i fell asleep in the bathtub and flooded it. people are cellophane and if they think there filling a void its just really sad and pathetic. i have nothing to prove to anyone and other people do.. i would rather not be associated with negativity.. the whole time i felt it but was bored so ignored it .. thats best way i can think to describe it. im on a different level i dont need false things to make me feel better about myself. maybe one day you wont be so alone and youll figure life out but as for now whatever helps you pass the time i asume. i should clean and unpack but i need to see nodar so it might have to wait merch i getting printed next week! and me and jessica are meeting up .. you will be pleased. how was everyones valentines day i hate that holiday but tell me what you did!  hahaha i foudn this online its pretty dramatic and funny.
Posted on 02/15/2008 11:44 AM Comments (54)
i watch igby goes down 4 times a day
sorry for lack of updates new york city chaos stole my mind.
I believe, that certain people in life are meant to fall by the wayside, to serve as warnings to the rest of us, signs posts along the way. im not quite sure where to start my life is so surreal no one will believe me anyway. retograde ruined my life in new york it made me crazy i would like to say im just making up an excuse because im out of my mind but i really think that stuff can affect people on higher levels. the whole time in nyc we filmed true life im at fashion week for mtv did rehersals, went to bryant park for fashion shows. we had this obsession with eating cake 2 times a day while we were in nyc because we were there for fashion week and it seemed funny and glamerous... until i got home and came to mind that my ass got bigger then it already was... and i have a big ass ahhah. pissed. detox from nyc cake ass is in full effect! i met so many fun people in nyc it was stressful at time but i had a great time me and hanna slept togeather in a closet.. haha hum. all we do is crank call people and then they end up wanting to be our friends again it will never get old. so we did a shoot for richy rich from heathertte... nothing else could of been that awsome for me hes is my fashion icon since day one. i use to be in the club kid scene when i was 17 haha will never get over it. there genious. im glad to be back i needed a break for a day or two. we fly to vegas at 6am for magic.. never been to it kinda stoked. im hosting a party there if your 21 come get drunkard with me! dj frankie and me are going to urth cafe im having a daily mental breakdown about nothing and seeking his advice hahaha. im so stoked that across universe is out on dvd! it hasnt left my dvd player since. factory girl and igby goes down are on breakmode. and i got pink flamingos need i say more? one of my close friends i grew up with since i was 5 till in 11th grade passed away yesterday. its so wierd i dont know how to react i havent seen her in a long time but we spent so many years togeather. i wish i was in philly so i could go to the viewing it still hasnt hit me yet. death is so surreal. i dont think anyone really ever dies there still here just in another form its not like youll never see them again.. there on a permanent holiday living it up and well get to go drink not be stressed out and lay on beach with them eventually in another dimension. how do you guys feel about vegas should i gambel or no? im a very compolsive addiction person. i monitor my life so much because if i want something. im going to get it .. that is a very bad way to live. atleast im smart enough to stay away from things and people wich will kill me in the end. so gambeling would probably be one of the 3 worst ideas i could do.. BUT i have 100$ free to one of the casinos.. meow. i guess im not asexual anymore because im obsessed with a boy and its not a tranny whos poster i want to hang over my bed.          this months alterative press  the sign morgan and scrappy had for us at the airport  i need a photo of my living room after my lantern fest of depression but they make me hapy so i guess it worked.
Posted on 02/11/2008 12:02 PM Comments (64)
February 8, 2008sushi?
were going to sushi samba tonight whats your fav kind of sushi?
so much has happend tons photos and blogs soon fly home tomrrow!
Posted on 02/08/2008 2:50 PM Comments (58)
February 5, 2008wowz
me and hanna are wildz were doing heathertte camghn tomrrow i miss nyc so much :( and miss boy xoxo
Posted on 02/05/2008 12:06 AM Comments (32)
February 3, 2008planet retrograde is killing my mind
me and hanna flew to new york city last night we left at 8pm landed 530am... sucked so sleepy... some boy kept waking us up to ask if he could sit between us. i was super pissed off. got to the apt complex at 7am slept until 11 got ready and met up in bryant park and started filming.. crew is awesome alot fo fun. so wierd we cant look at the cameras we have to pretend there not there all day when there up in your face.
watched the tracy reese runway show wich was pretty good... did press and photos after for a while. got back to our apt now were taking baths got pizza and trying to relax bfore afterparty and shows tonight. dont know if were going because its so cold and were so worn out and sleep derived. some paparazzi guy chased me and hanna screaming stuff half in another language about how were famous and he wanted to take photos.. that was different. im going to watch gossip girl because i said so. PLANET RETROGRADE!! ok so basically its when the planets unaline and travel out of normal placement and for about another week internet connections, phones anything eletronic will work wierd. people will over think situations and not be acting normal not be making decisions they normaly would. so if your relationships or friendships seem out of whack this week... just ride it out. its a stronger force and we cant do shit about it until they realine haha
Posted on 02/03/2008 4:32 PM Comments (20)
help !ok so heres that thing me and clint have been talking about! plese please go to www.bigshotlive.com register for account for fan or guest..annoying i know only have to do it once! area code 90036 and vote for me for model ...and clint for tv host if you adore him as i do! you can only vote once a day though!! or cancels out pwease me and clint got some ideas! and if you do this i will make you a cupon that says.. I. O. U
Posted on 02/01/2008 7:30 AM Comments (42)
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11.what was your first job? when was the first best day of your life...what happened?
petco flushing dead fish
12. What type of Music do you like?
fiona apple, radiohead, placebo, bob dylan, no doubt, beatles, tom petty, counting crows...
13.
14.what did you do to get kick out of school?
i was a rebel haha
15. how do you relax after a long, stressful day?
bubble bath movies chinese take out no makeup... and no computer
16.if you could go back in time and change anything, would you? what would you change?
nothing
17. What's your favorite restaurant in Philly?
this place called the joint or el vez.. mexican resturants i would eat mexican everyday .. i kinda do
18.whats a scene queen?, i have no idea what it means
me either i didnt make it up nor do i think its cool
19.what is the most annoying fashion trend you see now?
black shirt dress black boots typical la
20. what do you use to keep your face clear?
face masks toners and moisturizers... but latley i have been passing out with makeup on this is not good
21. what was ur first celeb crush?
i dont remember but probably something super funny like menudo
22.do u like black people?
one of my best friends is black , and there way funny all my black friends i know we just laugh all time ahah
23. whats yor middle name?
lynn
24.what was your average GPA in high school?
i dont remember but i use to sell reports because i was smart haha i use to sell B and A papers and i got caught
25.what is you favorite food?
mexican, japanese
26.What is your favorite movie?
white oleander or stand by me... and i dont own either in la
27.Who inspired you to look the way you do?
nyc club kids
28.what's the biggest misinterpretation people seem to have about you?
that im an idiot, im slutty or that i take any of this shit seriouse
29.are yu sorry yu started this blog
kinda im tiered
30.what do you think about girls who inspire on you?
i love it.. i wish i had someone to look up too
31.were there people who didn't think you'd ever really become a model?
of course people still think im not a model haha
32.what is your favourite day of the year?
birthday maybe?
33.do you still care about the livejournal comms?
i didnt know they still were around i havent seen one since before warped tour
34.Where store do you shop at the most?
patricia fields in nyc
35.I want to ask you, how do you deal with all the 'haters' and people who decide to message/comment/call/yell at you with negative words, making fun of you and what not?
i think its funny i love it.. all fuels from insecurities and im obviously doing something memorable to be on someones mind enough to say hateful things. i would rather be hated then have someone be indifferent
36.Whats it like traveling around and having people idolize you?
fun and stressful?
37. i'm wondering why you're not answering anyone?
because i have a life?
38.Do you like My Chemical Romance?
no but i dont hate them
40.do you have any makeup and hairtips? and how do you paint your face on everyday??
my makeup takes me 15 min everyday im so fast at it
41.whats the most expensive piece of clothing you have?
300$ dress ?
42.have u ever felt unwanted? or do u ever feel alone even though u have tons of friends and people love u? do u enjoy being famous all the time?
everyone feel like that no matter who they are at some point
43.what is the last thing you have bought from Pop Killer?
sunglasses or a rock tshirt
44.What happened to you?
i grew up?
45. what's your reaction when people get into fights on your comments?
its better then tv
46.where do you see this world in five or ten years?
gone or comepletly destroyed beyond fixing
47.aside from your journal, whose journals/blogs do you enjoy reading
none really somtimes i check out perez and corys
48.How did you survive high school?
i didnt i got thrown out
49.did you used to be an outcast or the girl that every one knew?
girl that everyone knew then i went crazy and made everyone hate me hahaha
50.will we be seeing you on tv anytime soon?
yesum
51.Do you ever feel like there's no one else in the world with the same passion and drive as you ?
everyday but i surround myself with people who do.. some just hang on for ride but its entertaning
52.If you had a different name,what would it be?
i dont know i want my kids to be names astrid and talula may
53.What did you want to be when you were a little girl??
firefighter... i got into a fight in kindergaurden because a boy said i couldnt be one because i was a girl
54.How do you deal with any self-issues you have, such as your social anxiety?
years of trial and error i learned to block shit out
55.will you marry me?
yes i want to get married i kee tryin no ones having it haha
56.Saying you're their idol and stuff. Who did you look up to when you were like 15-16?
no one im a wierd person i never even had celeb crushes growing up
57. When did you start being a vegetarian? Why?
13ish?
58. How did you become internet famous?
i dont know thats an embarassing concept
59. What was your favorite subject in school and why?
science and art i did whatever i wanted in high school if i even went to class
60.do you like apples??
yes
61. what do you think about Pete Wentz??
tool
62.do u have siblings?
lots of brothers
63.Are you happy?
i try to be
64.What do you think of Hong Kong?
i need to go
65.where/when did you get your famous mouse-ears?
disney i need new ones
66.get real
67. Showers or Baths?
bubble bath only
68. coffe or tea
only tea
69.most enlightening book you ever read?
book on hsp
70.Whats your favorite drink at Starbucks? && Whats your favorite drink at jamba juice?
iced chi with soy milk/ unsweatened iced green teas... white gummie bear
71.you said you were british. where abouts in the uk are you from?
i have family from manchester
72. How much clothing do you own? you're always wearing something new what do you do with it all?
big closet or i throw alot out or give it away
73. what would you do if the world was ending tomorrow ?
it would be choas so i would join in
74.do you hate your haters? lol i'm NOT a hater of you i love you btw
no without haters there cant be lovers
75.do you really have new merch coming out?
yes meeting about printing it this week
76.have you ever done drugs
yes but i dont do them
77.Do you have a favourite designer and if so, who and why?
bestsy or heatherette im facinated by the nyc 80s club kids
im sleepy goodnight!