Audrey Kitching

Last night was the Jared Gold event and it was seriously insane. I did not expect it ..insane in a good way! So many people you could not move! I was going to wear a Jared Gold design but it never happened so I got this dress by the Blondes! I called it my unicorn outfit so It was only right that I had either a horn or cupcake in my hair.. I went for he sugar. I was like a walking cavity. I used Darla makeup for my look last night and I loved it. It is so light and stays on all night. I am hopefully doing a Holiday collecton with them very soon. Were going over some colors and packaging this week. I am really into strange hair braids and knots right now.

This blog is the first set of images.. press ones haven't even gone up yet! Before the runway show we ran around and filmed some stuff. Anna Lynn Mccord from 90210 was there since her sister was one of the models in the fashion show, my friend is her agent as well. Her and Kellan are dating..I see them everywhere but I guess it is apprently a secret since they always sit apart and never talk in person? Why it has to be secret im still not sure, other then to appear "single". The clothing was out of this world! There was a dress made of all pompoms and one made of all patches. We announced that were hitting the road with Amtrack and riding the trail on a traveling runway show. Were going across the country and we are going to bring fashion to you guys in your own towns! I am really exicited.. its like warped tour but trade the dirt and not always so good music for glitter and fashion!

I caught up with Billy and ton of other friends up stairs.

By the end of the night my Westwood shoes were giving me blisters and nothing sounded better then midnight take out and a bubble bath. I left around 12:30 and traded in my glitter for a sleep mask. Tomorrow I am shooting my french fry suit and a candy hat. This week is the Teen choice awards pre party and the Jonas brothers show. Now before you laugh I don't even know one song they sing but my good friend is there personal stylist and he has been on a world tour with them since May..so i can't wait to catch up.

To wish you were someone else is wasting the person you are. Confidence comes from not always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.

Since im going over colors for my holiday line..what makeup colors would you like to see??

Love and cake,

Thank you so much for all your birthday wishes. I wish you guys could of all ate cake wih me yesterday! So here I am a year older and I feel the same. Birthdays kinda make me sad. Im not sure why, I had a great one this year though. My plan was to go to Mexico, eat all the tacos I could then rent a trashy motel and check out the markets. I realized I left my passport in Philly..so we went bowling instead while wearing a donut dress. Last night I ate tons of cherry cheesecake on the beach and got a massage. I have this strange memory of blogging on my 19th birthday while I was staying in a loft in Chinatown NYC. I remember what I wore that day too. So much has changed since then, or maybe im just not as ignorant. Just look at the messages today's media are sending everybody, from TV and commercials to actors and singers. People are just drowning in that 24-7 and it's getting really bad. Today I got my consultation for my nails im getting done on Wens. Lets say they beat out everything I could imagine in my crazy head...and there done with organic gels!

I made it onto a best dressed list some how? Im not sure how that happened but I will take it. I am not sure how I feel about them putting the word "model" in quotations. I don't consider my self just a model. Its one of the many things I enjoy doing. I'm not going to limit myself just because people won't accept the fact that I can do something else.

http://www.posh24.com/diane_kruger/this_weeks_9_best_dressed_celebrities

These are some photos from my Los Angeles Yard Sale! Im thinking of having my Philly/ South Jersey one August 22! Mentally mark that day down. I will have flyers soon.

When people wear my tshirts it makes me so happy, so cool!

I have to post these cause there seriously so funny. Look at how pissed off waffle is that I made her a birthday hat. She is the birthday grinch.

This week is the Jared Gold event I am hosting and im told Frances Bean Cobain is going to be there who im stoked to meet..its also the Elle magazine MADD event. Im checking out some makeup ideas and going over my new merch and new clothing line samples. So much to do so little time..kinda like the Olsen twins show, god they rule! I figured merch shirts are always fun but I have so many ideas for real clothing that I need to do both! You'll never do a whole lot unless you're brave enough to try.

I just had some orange juice that tasted like pennies, lets hope it didn't poison me. If I live Im going to play soccer in the park and make the most amazing tofu salad ever! My current obsessions right now are..mint green tea, glitter shoes, rose lipgloss, chocolate candles and the Jeffrey Campbell unicorn shoes!

Do you play any sports? I use to play so many..im trying to get back into soccer.

Lov and hope,

Right now im drinking orang tea while yelling at my cat waffle from across the room. In the past hour she managed tp knock down a jewlery box, vase of flowers and display of fake desserts. She is lucky I love her, I tell her everyday I am going to take her back to the pound and she will be worse then she was before because the pound will say we dont want waffle either. She just stares at me then runs off to wreck whatever she can. It not working but i try. The other night was the Dita Von Teese show which was amazing she is like a human jewl. We saw Perez hilton..i see him everywhere. I walked past the line and saw Kat Dennings and was like wooo you rule!...but I said it in my mind. She is one of the best video bloggers of our time..I kid you not.She told me I was cute on twitter haha.

How do we feel about this outfit ..hit or miss?

Today I stopped by the ABC Family KSM show in Westminster. It was a big out door festivile they had bunch of x-games riders there. I met a ton of super cool kids and played guitar hero. I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my work...nothing more. 

hi. your cute and I want to eat you.

Success usually comes to those who are to busy to be looking for it. I can't believe my birthday is in two days! This year went by so fast its kinda scary. Im going to pig out on a bunch of cakes and sushi..yum. Im not sure if you guys are aware but there was a band in the 80s called Strawberry Switchblade which basicaly are some of my style icons, they invented it way before its time. They are so badass!..i wonder where they are now, hummm?

This week im really into...

-Using craft glitter as eyeshadow. It looks killer, but my eyes are always so heavy and I don't know if it is because im always sleepy...or my damn eye glitter is weighing down my lids?

-Way too many buttons on clothing..so many the fabric can not breathe..

-Philosophy coconut frosting lipgloss..seriously makes me crave pina colada all the time.

Im working on so much stuff right now you guys, my brain feels like its going to explode..in a good way. I can't wait until everything is done and ready to go! I have two shoots tomorrow, exhausting but so creative.

What is your current big obsession?

Love and shame,

Last night we went to the Orphan premier in Los Angeles. I found out last minute we were going and I had nothing to wear.. or more like I didn't know what to wear. Chic Little Devil said they could send over a stylist with a bunch of the new Manoush 2010 collection so i couldn't resist. They had so many amazing outfits, the one I really liked was a little to sexy for this so I chose the see through white and pink daisy dress with a leopard bottom. Its so rad and classy. We got there around 5ish and got the press passes. I ran into my friend Manny who works for a Spanish entertianment t.v program. I walked the carpet then ran to my spot to do my interviews. Let me just say my favorite is Robert Downey Jr. by far! I have always loved him, when you meet someone you think is really cool and there just as nice and down to earth as you imagined its a good feeling. I have come to a conclusion since I met so many people in the industry. MOST of the really talented people are super cool and amazing..key word most. A lot of the people who well..don't do anything are the ones who are really stuck up. Its almost like the talent speaks for its self and the talentless needs to make up for it with there attitudes haha!

a lot of people are hating on this outfit..I love it so thats all that matters! Not the most flattering photos but i'll take it. Im working on something huge! I can't talk about it yet but its going to make history! Im so exicited!!! You guys will find out very soon. Tonight im going to the Dita show at the Avalon. I have an hour to get ready ahhh..sometimes I feel like I im freaking out! There is not enough hours in the day to do home stuff, personal stuff and work stuff ..I wish I was a super hero. I would have a blow dryer that shot out glitter and melted people.

This is a bad example for waffle..but it is oh so cute.

In times of great stress or adversity, It's always best to kee busy, to plow your anger and your energy into something positive.

So since my westcoast yardsale was so fun I was thinking of having one in Philly/NJ in August??

Would you guys come out if I did? I need clean my room out there and I have tonsssss of suff I could sell!!

Love and guts,

The past few days have been so crazy. On Friday I went to the KSM and Demo concert. I met tons of fans outside they were all so cute and funny. I love meeting people who admire my work or read the things i write. It is such a cool feeling. There was a ton of drama..there always is. The camera guy didn't show up and my battery was dead! We went to eat sushi where they charged us about 15$ for a spoon full of rice and sliver of avacado. NOT COOL. KSM was so rad. They are seriously really talented girls and play there own instruments. They are actually a REAL band.

California people come to there concert with me! There doing a free show at Westminster Mall this Friday July 24th..i think at 1 oclock? I want you guys to meet me there it will be a lot of fun. Wear your Audrey Kitching shirts if you have any im going to be looking for you!

Im addicted to bag candy right now! If you don't know what that is heres some examples... and no you can't eat them but there cute enough you might want to. Im thinking of creating some for my merch store?!

I came home yesterday to some amazing packages. One was from  cutie dynamite and one from Marialia! I got some pretty hair bands and bright shiny clothing..to say the least I love them.

Coutney Love as twittering about me but she calls me RealAudreyKitchner instead of RealAudreyKitch.

Here are some of her tweets..

"if i can make this giant Nokia work i will post my old shoecloset that i once sent to Marc,its very Imelda Marcos @TheRealAudreyKitchner in spired me to have a BIG ASSED Ebay AND Etsy Sale of clothes and furnishingand dolls and collector phases i have had!Not the mint Laboutins!"

"i dont mean the pinup cheesecake stuff although theres a girl i dont KNOW on the dying ghosttown of MySpace, Audrey Kirchner? all Pink? im like Obsessed with her Pinkness, ! i want her to just stay all PINK. and a self made stylista Glitterball Magazine shes cute too."

Well.. you get the idea. hahah If i inspired Courtney Love to do something thats pretty bad ass. She does these cool mood boards. Its such a good idea. I need start them..maybe I will make one tonight. See Courtney your inspiring me now!

The Yard Sale was a huge success and huge disaster at the same time if thats possible? I had some drama and got there an hour late and tons of kids were waiting on me. I felt relly bad.. the cucpakes, icecream, music.. was well not planned. We all had really stressful weeks but we had such a great time! It was a lot of fun. Were going to do one every season. Next one will be in Fall maybe October!

Our photos aren't up yet so I stole these from other people! Rony kept yelling " 4 line speaker phone for sale" ..No one bought it and im not suprised haha.

Its so sad when your friend for years slowly becomes everything they hated. Change is healthy yes, but when its for the better. It sucks to watch people turn into a monster, and its really upsetting. I need to look at it as the universe taking care of it for me. Time to take the trash out.

The key to good change is to..let go of the fear. If you don't create the change.. change will create you.

Today I saw 500 Days of Summer. It is a really good movie, go see it! Puts things into perspective. Don't overdose on the popcorn..I end up doing that a lot. I have been working on an entire merch store but for now until its done I have the I Kissed Audrey Kitching shirts up. There 20$ with worldwide shipping! www.audreykitching.bigcartel.com

My weekend was full of sun, drama, relaxation, inspiration, making jewl clothing and organic chocolates!

Don't be who you were born... be who you always dreamed you were.

what was yours full of?

Love and Guts,

I get in these modes. Right now i am stuck on make clothing. I made so many outfits past few days! I just need fun events to wear them too. All the things comming up are more casual..I mean I could show up in a riduclous outfit, but I feel they are more appreciated at the right time and place. I have a dress being made for the Teen Choice awards in a few weeks. I said it must contain 3D items, glitter, sequins and be big. Im intrested to find out what it is going to look like. I choose to give designers freedom, it's their creation. Last night me and Anna went to club Bardot to see Dita Von Tease preform her bubble bath act. I am going to be honest.. Im one of those people who was like yeah, shes beautiful but I don't get it? After you see her in action you get it. She is amazing. Dita came out in this amazing feather outfit, stripped down to sequin pasties and washed herself down in an old vintage bathtub. Everyone was screaming..it is a super tiny club the showroom is size of my living room! I snuck into my bed around 1:30am and was so sleepy I passed out with my dress on.

Last week me and Nhat went to the bunny museum. It is the biggest bunny collection in the wold. Its in a house not to far from Hollywood. Its crazy! Bunny everything head to toe..and they live there! I thought my house was over the top, they deffinetly topped me to say the least.

I was drawing my bunny in chalk outside...it looked more like a marshmellow with legs to be honest.

Life size chocolate mmmmm..

The Yeah Yeah Yeah's were there a few days before. They make all the "celebrities" take a photo with there bunny phone. They made me take one which I thought was funny. I love bunnys but I don't know if I could live in a house full of them.

Today im going downtown to shoot some fashion stuff with Adam Rindy. Were also going shoot my new tshirt from May.. grr! Tonight is the Espy giftingsuit party. My friend Marybeth is doing redcarpet interviews for tv..Im going to support her! Im confused they say imitation is the highest form of flattery... I wonder what it is when they claim you're imitating them...

I am working on my book and getting a whole line out of really cool shirts, bags. pins and im even looking into doing my own high heel! I know the perfect shoe I want to make.

It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation. I am not talking about Audrey Army..Those girls are amazing. They take inspiration and make it there own. Very few of them seem as if there trying to be me. If you don't know what im talking about check it out! So empowering to girls and the fashion world of society that tells us all to look like cookie cutters. Although cookies sounds very good right now..yum.

Here is the link if you want to join! http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=268309&albumId=3563784

Ok enough rambling sorry for some negative crap I have to say when something is bothering me so I can get it out there and move on. Blogging is the best therpy ever. I went to see tons of therapist for YEARS when I was younger. I ended up telling them more about life then they could tell me. Eventually I was able to stop going, once they realized it was the biggest waste of time and money for me.

What do you think about imitation?

Love and truth,

Sorry for going m.i.a apprently I like to do that a lot. Family was in town for weekend so we had to play tour guides and I was not around the computer as much. Its strange I keep getting really frustrated and mad at people who suck. People who use others to get what they want or fuck there way to the top. There are so many of these types of people out here in the plastic world of Hollywood. I am not from here nor do I ever want to live here. I am here to get things done. I get so pissed off when I have to hear about or see those kind of people on a daily basis. Today though I had a self realization. I need those people! I should be thanking all the talentless people who have no morals or self respect. Without them what would I be? Without the bad theres no good. Without the sweet theres no sour... im sure you get what im saying. I work really hard, I have never kissed someones ass or opened my legs for anything. Me and my friend Aaron who use to be in a shitty band and now does his own music talk about this everyday. Its so true that when you work for something and get it the right way it will last. Im not here to post some photos and blog online for a few years. I have only started what I plan on doing. I am not going to stop until I get what I want, I don't take no as an answer. Everyone who tells me no only makes me work that much harder. I have already proven more buisness people wrong then I can count on my own two hands..and there is a hell of a lot more people who need to be shown they have no clue. I need people to know you can be yourself, be different, work hard and be successful. Everything in todays world tells you to look and act a certain way and if you don't then you won't make it... bullshit I refuse to be a part of that.

Anyone who tells you that you can not do something look them in the eye and laugh. You can do anything you want as long as you go about it the right way. You can't take money, cars, clothing, popularity or diamonds with you when you die. The only thing you can take is what you have done here on earth. People forget that all these things have no meaning. Without meaning its nothing. You can create something amazing that will live on long after your gone...or you can be another lab rat to todays society. Nothing is more frustrating then people with no talent who want to be famous or peopl with huge talent who waste it. Todays world has it switched up. Most people you see on t.v and magazines are horrific excuses of human beings, while all the talented people are out busting there ass working hard everyday. Anyone can have a reality show..no thanks.

Today I stopped by the printer downtown to pick up samples from May!! When I got the Team Audrey shirts made I got another one printed as well and they had problems with there printer. I finally picked them up..there an older design still super cute and funny so I will put them up this week! Tomorrow I am shooting downtown with Adam and Wens I am shooting fast food with Sal. Thursday I am getting my roots done!..thank god. Friday me and Anna are going to Ashley Paige's beach party then Im stopping by the KSM Demi Lovato tour to say hi. Busy week but I like it. It does NOT feel like July.. or even summer? 6 months of my year was spent in bed sick so seasons to me are all out of whack.

My birthday is in 2 weeks!! I hate birthdays they make me sad kinda? I have no idea what im going to do. I am not the celbration type. I will probably just hang out with my friends eat cake and have a good time.

Any good low key birthday Ideas?

Love and glitter,

Past few days have been full of ups and downs. I started the day doing interviews for a German and Russiab magazine. Overseas people love me..American's just tell me im the worst dressed. I went downtown fabric shopping with my friend Evelyn and got this amazing orange yellow leopard print material. She is going to make me a Dior inspired new collection dress! Huge puffy sleves, short and tight. I will rock it so hard. After the fabric extravaganza I came home to get ready for the movie event. To be honest it was kinda ...meh. Everyone was older and I was really confused why I was there haha. We walked the carpet and went inside. They were handing out free milkshakes and drink tickets. I got a sparkling water with lime and cherrys. The bar tender didn't give me the cherry's so when he turned his back I reached over and grabbed a handful which then leaked all over my white dress. Typical. Half way through the movie after debating on who was gay, we decided we would much rather be eating mexican food so me and Clint headed to a resturant to get our grub on.

July 18th me and my friends Lauren and Sarah are having huge party yard sale! If your in Los Angeles you must come! Ice cream, cupcakes, photobooths and rad clothing. bring cash and your friends.  I have so many leggings, tights, bows, shoes, movies, dress's ..you name it to sell! These are the photos that are on www.lastnightsparty.com I actually did a shoot with him in a New York City bathroom four years ago where he put photos up of me that were not appropriate and looked like my boob was falling out of my shirt. I told him I was going to sue him and it was super dramatic. Everything went well and oddly enough this shoot wasn't awkward.

If the yard sale goes well we might start doing them every month or so. I hope it does that would be really fun! Today I got Waffle a pink feather boa and she keeps wrapping herself up in it..very Liza of her.

I got this huge goodie box form Leg Avenue yesterday! It was liek Christmas In July!

Look a squirl!

Tomorrow I am filming and shooting a crazy Jem inspired rockband shoot for Buzznet. I and meeting up with Julia around 9am tomorrow to prep then we are heading to Smashbox studios for warbrobe and makeup! Picture an entire band of Audrey's..too much to handel i know. I really want to see that movie 500 Days of summer..I thought it came out tomorrow but it is next week :( The same day as Ashley Paiges beach party.

I never have time to go to the beach. Have you been to one this summer yet or plan too? That reminds me Wildwood beach documentry! Hope it is on Netflix.

Love and glitter,

sorry for lack of updating I feel like I have not been able to breathe I have been so busy. It is super annoying. I don't like feeling this way. The fouth of July was amazing. I went to the Zoo where I feel in love with all the animals. I missed the fireworks that night for the second year in a row. I think I willl live though. I got these killer rose bath sea salt with real petals and rosebuds. They make my whole room smell amazing. Yesterday I was walking to the store and some lady in a rainbow jumpuit with a scrunchie in her hair, riding a bike came up to me. She told me my outfit was fabulous and i should be an actor and Will Smith will help me. Then she said when your broke you do your nails right?..then rode away. This was kinda an amazing moment of my day. Last night my boys Japanese friends were in town and the brought me most amazing gifts, hello kitty cakes, nail jewelry, glitter ring box, swarovski heart pen and swarovski macaron keychains. They told me they see me in magazines in Japan a lot. What the crap! Why do I not know about this!

My mom sent me that flower dress.. its pretty sweet.

Today I am going to a bunny museum, Hunington Beach for homemade Indian food then the Standard tonight for my friends new night. I hate bars but thats all anyone here does. If I want to see my friends I need to suck it up! I made the coolest sunglasses last night with studes and metal peices around the frame. I have to post a photo. Have you seen the clip from the 1994 documentery about Wildwood New Jersey? Its freaking riduclous and I grew up there every summer. I need to find the full movie. Speaking of movies 500 days of summer comes out Friday and it looks so good. I love zooey deschanel. I am in a movie called Forever Plaid? The premiere is this Thursday night and I have nothing plaid to wear. I think im doing something strange in the crowd and then commentary. It is going to over 700 theatres and im not sure what i am doing in it haha but I got an idmb movie credit for it? My life is strange sometimes I just have to go with the flow.

Everyone I know is at Michael Jackson's funeral. I did not go or find it nessary. I think at this point it has become more of a trend and a fad then someone's actual passing.

Trust yourself more the anyone else. You know more then you think you do. I have learned you must trust and believe in people or life becomes impossible. It is not easy.

I was listening to a Bob Dylan song yesterday and I swore it was exactly the story of my life...

Do you trust people easy? I use to but everytime I did they ended up being horrible selfish human beings.

Love and sequins,

Yesterday I did something I swore I would never do ever since I saw that episode of Arrested Development. They made me ride there segway...Yes i said it segway. I almost fell off it, wanted to cry and have no clue what I was doing. None the less it was ridiculous and funny. I went to the Leg Avenue warhouse to meet everyone, and ended up leaving with so much swag! I got 5 catalogs to go through and pick out whatever I want. Im pretty stoked on this deal everyone was super nice. www.legavenue.com you can check out some of there insane costumes! I ended up watching this really intresting documentry about Annie the broadway play and how it skrewed up all the young girls who acted in it. Sarah Jessica Parker was Annie..I never new that. They were talking about how they were around drugs at Studio 54 when they were 11 and after the show was canceled they never fit back into real life and to this day are skrewed up from it. Everyone thinks of broadway as glits and glamour, reality is always so different then the image things portray.

Excuse the nightgown..it was one of those days.

Today I woke up to the most beautiful purple and white flowers and a red and pink Marc Jacobs wallet. I had vegan cheesecake for breakfast, put on my bottom lashes, white bow and 7 inch silver earrings. We headed to the San Diego zoo and I fell in love with the flamingos, orangutans and giraffes. After the animal journey we headed to Old Town for some of the best Mexican food I have ever tasted. While eating I spoted a bumpit in someones hair and got really stoked. I have yet to see them in person. Driving back to Los Angeles we saw remnants of fireworks and I feel dozing in and out. The sun makes me so exhausted. Ran into Ralphs, got over charged, lost my ring and ran into C.C. She asked me to come DJ with her at the Standard Monday. I might just take her up on that.

Something Rose McGowans character in Doom Generation would of wore.Wsa I the only one at sixteen who wanted to be her? I wish she was in more movies, although she did supply me with lots of bad teen movies.

Tomorrow is the American Apparel flea market. I am getting up at 7am to head down, as I have a lunch date in the afternoon. I hope everyone had a eventful day!

Im thinking of going super light pink, like champaign meet bubble gum color? What do you guys think?

Love and fireworks,

Yesterday was a good day. Me and Anna stopped by Michael Jackson's house to bring him sunflowers. Some people were driving by and yelling horrible things. Seriously like Kimmy Gibler would say...how rude. We planned to go to Bardot that night but I got sucked into sewing a dress and did not want to leave. I sat at my sewing machine all dressed up with my 5in heels and huge beehive until midnight. It was the effort that counted. I feel like I don't have time to go to bars, there is so much more productive stuff I would rather be doing. So I started this exclusive club called the Audrey Army! Basically its a family. I condiser them family. I got so many entries which was so rad! I had to make it a little more exclusive cause I felt like some people just wanted me to post there photos haha. Exclusive stuff is better anyone.

iphones have the best cameras. Kinda pissed I didn't get one...

Last night I had most amazing dinner. It was a tofu, basil lime salad. I feel an adicition comming on fast.

Oh P.S Hello Kitty beer?????

Today I am going downtown to get some material for some high wasted skirts. I am also heading to City Of Industry to meet up at the Leg Avenue headquarters. They want to sponser me.. free tights for life!!! Kinda a good deal I rip min in 30 seconds and have to pretend it was the look I was going for.

I got some amazing news yesterday...But im sick of it. In this industry you are told different things everyone. Your promised tv shows, clothing lines any thing you ever dreamed of...then nothing. I have learned take it with a grain of salt. Hope it happends but don't count on it. Im just going to keep doing my thing and if this news happends I will shout it from the roof top. Until then I am a hustler! Things don't happen you make them happen.

Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were ment to be! Success is not the key to happiness, happiness is the key to success. If you love love what you are doing, you will be successful. That is the truth. My friend lauren has a whole hair station in her house and she does clients freelance there. Made me get nostalgic. In my new house might be something I look into. I kinda miss doing hair, it was relaxing for me.

Tomorrow is the 4th of July!! All you U.S.A people what are your plans? I still have no decided mine I need ideas :)

Love and determination,

Yesterday I met up with Lauren and Sarah to shoot our Yard Sale flyer. We shot it at Sarahs house and Bronques from www.lastnightsparty.com shot it for us. It was midly awkward, but not to bad. He shot us walking down the street with handfuls of clothing, balloons and popsicles. I think the event is going to be a ton of fun. Its in middle of July, all you California people better come out! After the shoot me and Lauren had a long talk about how much guys suck. We also touched base on the subject of girls who get crazy. When your pissing a guy off it is like fuel.. you can not stop even though you know you should. You provoke it until it escalate into something riduclous.

When I got home form the shoot I had about 10 minutes to change before the Chic Little Devil shopping event downtown. I have been on a bodysuit kick. I changed from one to another. Evelyn picked me up and we met Anna outfront. The event was pretty cool. They had a tarot reader/physic there. I use to go to them all the time, but it just started to scare crap out of me. For some reason they know things about me they should not. My friends egged me on while we were filming, i felt obligated. The first thing she said to me was.. " you have a big heart and you do way to many favors and try to help everyone out, you need to stop because they don't appreciate it and there just using you. You help so many horrible people out and it is going to drive you crazy." Well damn is that is not the story of my life, I don't know what is. She also told me I have had more "downs" then most people, but it is because im going to have something very big happen soon success wise and it is preparing me.... I will take it. One other thing she mentioned is that I should consider writing a book...hum

I love my friends they are so selfless and talented. Anna made the dress she is wearing, it is a piece from her new collection. Evelyn is an artist, she drew and designed all the Barbie stuff for Tarina Tarantino! Were going to do some tshirts together. I think it is really important to surround yourself with inspiring creative people. Look at Andy Warhol, he would have nothing less. There is a lot of people in Hollywood who do nothing but party and seek for fame. It is kinda sad.. thats why I want to move to New York City. New York gets it.

After the shopping event we went to Sunset Live for the Naven fashion show and release party. The deisgners are twins and the coolest girls ever.

The gave us all a skirt from there new collection. Khloe Kardashian was leaving whe we got there, I always see her it is so wierd.

I am going to clean my house and do some laundry today. This was a huge post yikes. They say that time changed things, but you actually have to change them yourself.

Sometimes you have got to let everything go, perge yourself. If you are unhappy with anything..whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it. Because you will find that when you're free, yout true creativity, your true self comes out.

Have you ever done palm reading or tarot cards?

Love and kitten poo,

Punks Eat Pizza.