Audrey's Journals

When the salt shaker spills just throw it over your shoulder.

Im sitting on my porch deciding if I should eat this banana or not. Everyone is still sleeping. I fell asleep at 9pm last night by accident. I was so sleepy. We woke up super early to head down to the Salton Sea. If your not familiar with this.. its a town that is under sea level. Some parts are covered in sea salt and almost look like snow. It has this really creepy vibe. Its in the middle of the desert and 90% is abandoned. We ended up taking some photos there and walking around before we got kicked out for trespassing. I would never want to be there when it gets dark. There are all these reminants laying around. All these peoples memories. It makes you wonder where they are now.

Disneyland on Halloween was a lot of fun. So crowded though, everyone must of had the same idea! I only got to ride a few rides. All the lines were over an hour long :( This next week im using to make new clothing and samples! I have been moving for two weeks. I feel like me and my glue gun need to go on a date again. Its been too long. In the mean time im waiting on all the paper work, always waiting.

I love the Holiday months. Last year I didn't really get a Thanksgiving or Christmas because I was so sick. This year im making up for both! My zombie glam merch got pushed back.. of course haha. Nothing ever runs smooth when your dealing with bunch of companies, but it will be up any day now. I guess its better to wait and do it the right way, rather then rush it and screw up.

Im walking in the Hello Kitty fashion show next week! I alreay saw my outfit, I still need to do a fitting but it looks so rad. I have not walked in a runway show in so long.. im a bit scared! I got this though no worries.

Its ok to get down sometimes. We are human. No one has a perfect life. If your feelin sad, unmotivated or depressed. Thats ok.. it is good to feel. If you feel nothing then you have a problem. Everytime your down you always get back up again. Without the bad there is no good. Without the ups there is no down. I personally think when im having down days they motivate me more then anything. You need to look at your life and figure out why your feeling that way. Once you figure it out, your golden!

This is Miley Cyrus's sister. She is 9 years old. This is insane! What do you guys think about this? Im confused...

I have a phone interview in two hours and I am still wondering if I should eat this banana. Do you guys like all the fashion blogging I have been doing? Let me know your feed back I need it!

Love and kitten poo,

I got a Halloween head.

I can't believe its Halloween again already. It feels like just yesterday I was running around in my burger suit. So much has happened in a year. I wannted to be Miss Piggy today because she is the most glamorous pig in the world ,but I have been so busy with moving I did not have much time to make it. Im going to Disneyland today around 3 oclock! I have never been there on a holiday so im pretty stoked on it. I woke up and looked out my balcony to see a huge yard sale going on with sequins and glitter. I spotted it from all the way up here. I ran down to the corner ATM and scored a pink and black sequin-crushed velevt dress, oversized leapard shirt that can double as a dress, black and silver 60s mirror and a white vintage stud wrap for under 20$!I stopped by the GEN ART Fashion Rocks event last night. Some of the clothing was ehh.. while some was incredible. Betsey Johnson and Guess among others designed pink clothing for a cancer benefit show! I will have photos soon.

This was taken on my balcony. Thats my view I love it.. I wold love it more if i didn't think Hollywood sucks so much.

My mom carved this pumpkin last night. She has done it Halloween eve ever since I can remember. I get my creativity from her and my sarcasm from my father. Two pees in a pod.

Last night we drove up to the highest point on Laurel Canyon at midnight and looked at the lights. Its amazing if you live in L.A you should check it out sometime. I have been doing a ton on the designing side and I am working on some deals that are unheard of. Im not longer going to blooggign about it. More action less talking! xo

I can not wait to head to the east coast for Thanksgiving Im going to be booking my tickets this week. Ohio and Philly here I come! If you have an idea DO IT. Don't talk about it just do it. When you sit around waiting for help and approval nothing gets done and your ideas go to waste..start taking action today!

There is this new law set to pass on December 31 that will make all organic food and suppliments Illegal. Its called Codex Alimentarius. It sounds riduclous but its real and serious. They suggest if everything goes as planned over 4 billion.. thats with a B BiILLION people will die of malnutrition and colds.

This video is short and explains what is suppose to happen. It is almost like a horror movie come to life. This is not a conspiracy video this is a real amendment set to pass in two months. Everyone thinks its a joke and nuts..and thats why these things happen, they can get away with it because no one questions it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h93lkcv6Ees

PLEASE sign this health petition and tell everyone you know about this. Knowledge is power. When I was younger I would always ignore doing stuff like this because I always thought.. I can't help my voice doesn't matter. IT DOES MATTER, and so dos yours. The link is below.

https://www.healthfreedomusa.org/action/step3/petition-letter.shtml

Sorry to throw this on you guys but its scary and people need to know whats happening in this world. I love my sequins and glitter more then then the next person but health and your life is more important.

On a better note pumpkin vegan cheesecake for breakfast! Its Halloween!

I put my french fry suit on ebay!

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=160374056666&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT

What are your plans today and did you dress up?!?

Love and knowledge,

Hello Kitty does not look a day over three!!

Sorry guys I did not have internet service hooked up until now. My new house is AMAZING I feel really at home already even though its full of brown boxes and paint cans. Enough about that more about Hello Kittys birthday bash! She tuned 35 this year and Royal T threw her a huge party. My friend Tori met me at my house and we did my makeup yellow, pink and purple glitter, we thought it was appropriate. My stomach was hurting so I was eating white rice and ginger water. I felt like I had to do miss kitty justice so i made an outfit out of old jewlery and sparkles. We got there and Wonkey was on the red carpet. She was not looking too hot. Im not really a fan. I hope she finds her new BFF soon, she was there alone. Maybe next season it will be ment to be! After walking the carpet I went inside to the Japanese fantasy land. It was like something I would dream about. Girls in hand made Hello Kitty outfits, pink everywhere, a huge Balloon ride, pink champaign and art work out the wazoo! My station was a mini Hell Kitty apartment in the front window where everyone was in line. EVERYTHING was kitty. Even the toilet paper, no joke. I was pretending to make Kitty waffles and when that got old I lounged on the bed..I learned from the best. Waffle is a professional lounge officinato.

Brace yourself for tons of glorious images radiating with pink.

After playing house for a while I went around doing a buzznet video where I ran into Kimora Lee Simons and Miranda Cosgrove. I came up to Kimoras waist.. no im not kidding haha! We wannted to interview her but she left early. Miranda had the coolest Betsey Johnson dress on and I think her show is so cute. I had to go talk to her and see what she was up too. The video should be up this week. The artwork from what I could see was genius! I wasn't able to look around at all cause I had too much going on. I have to stop by next week and check it all out. November 14 I am walking in the Hello Kitty fashion show! Check out the lady Gaga photo in a plush Hello Kitty dress.. looks like the Snoopy Heatherette one I have!

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How could I forget the glorious gift bags! It was full of so many goodies such as.. Hello Kitty wallet, figurines, art book, not pad, mirror and even a Target gift card! This was by far the coolest event I have been too. If you live in Los Angeles you should totally take a trip down to Royal T to check it out. Its up for another few weeks.

I look less then trilled haha

My advice for anyone no matter what job or dreams you have is this.. Everyday you will work harder and harder and do everything you can. There will ALWAYS be people telling you its not good enough for whatever reasons they can come up with. Its the world we live in and you have to fight for what is yours. Don't let anyones negativity feed into you. As long as you do what you love and feel confident about it thats what really matters. Do it for you no one else. Everyone lives on eggshells they tip toe around trying not to ruffle anyones feathers. I am not that person and I don't think you should be either. Stand your for yourself and stay true. Were on this planet for a short time.. take advantage of it.

Love and Kittys,

They know that you want the candy.

Today is the last breakfast I will ever have in the Barbie house... I feel like I should be sad or nastolgic but im not at all. Im so exicited to start over. My new place is back in the hills and so peaceful. Where I live I can't even walk outside. Not to mention Park La Brea is the worst place to live ever. Please take my word for it do not move there. I feel like im in high school with all there rules and power trips, plus they lose every document ever and try to over charge you because they "lost" all your records. This happends about once every three months. I could go on for hours..just take my word for it. I just had to go to the Juliette Lewis show and give her one of my headband creations! Last minute we made it happen. She is so rad, I love her lots. Im going to be helping Ashley Paige with her animal adoption rescue program, i ran into her at the show. All I want to listen to is Ryan Adams it has become and obsession. Krystal did my new extensions and started doing treatments on my hair. The salon I was going to before thinks they can talk shit about me to a bunch of people, including a friends and that i wont say anything? Its not a new thing it has bee going on for a while. You don't trash people if you can not handel the consequences. I let people treat me like shit for a very long time...Im not getting into detals unless it continues then I will air all the dirty laundry. I am no longer that person who lets people step on me and treat me like shit. When I was younger i was, then I thought I had to be professional all the time so I would never say anything. Once I realized I was more professional then all these companies I worked with I stopped caring. I will never stoop to there levels but I certainly will not sit back and be quiet. Sorry guys im not being negative just some things need to be said and where better then my journal?

One a more positive note Sanrio hired me to host the Hello Kitty 35 anniversary event this Thursday! Im really exicited about it. I made the most amazing outfit to wear. Speaking of making things me and my manager met with the manufactering company for my accessory line yesterday. The bad news is they told us our game plan wont work and she does not recomend it. The good news is she said this because they were way to nice and said they are only high end. She is letting me come into her studio use all her materials and create all day so they can manucafter them using the right materials!

Me and Jazmin at her fashion show Li Cari.

My fashion website is ready to launch were just waiting on a few things. Within a week or so.. trust me its going to be good! Downtown fashion week is over and next week is Fashion Rocks and box8 fashion week. Im shooting my gloves and Halloween samples today so expect them to be up for sale asap! So much happends in a week sorry these are so long. Once I and my fashion site is up I will have more time and be able to blog more often.

Im no longer allowed to blog or wear anything i am putting into production because people rip them off. Stores and people, Its sad it has to be like that but I understand why. Once I took samples to a retail store and they passed on it, within two months MY design was in there store with there label on it. You can not trust ANYONE. I don't anyway so its all good!

Im going to pick my friend up at the airport who came out to help us move. Then work time sets in.

So if you want to burn yourself, remember that i love you.
And if you want to cut yourself, remember that i love you.
And if you want to kill yourself, remember that i love you.
Call me up before your dead we can make some plans instead.
Send me an IM, i will be your friend.

I love that song! We saw Ellen Page at the Juliette Lewis show.. she is so tiny! I felt big for once so cute.

A professional is an amateur who does not quit or take no for an answer. You do not have to be running all over town screwing different celebs for attention.. you can work hard and have integrity. I am the anti Hollywood. Philly is my home town, playing Hollywood games there does not fly.

What are you being for Halloween for real its next week?!?!?

The killing moon.

Im sitting on my bed with a lavender face mask.. that happends to be green? I just ate a bunch of chocolate and my mind is moving a 1000 miles an hour. Tonight is the Skingraft fashion show followed by the Star magazine party at Bardot. I am going to wear my teal leopard sequin jacket with my black feather dress and lace bunny ears. Cobra Starship is playing the party tonight. Maybe I will finally meet Gabe after our twitter talk. I have been sick past few days. I think it was food poisoning or a strange bacteria.. I will take the latter. I move in 9 days. You have no idea how exicited I am to get out of this prision also known as Park La Brea. I still have not deicided on color theme yet, although I stocked up on fashion magazines today. One of those magazines being Doll. It has posters of vitage Barbies I might frame in my bathroom. Im getting a baby lemon tree for my balcony! The rest of this month is so buys I can't breathe. Tomorrow is my No H8te shoot and rest of the week is fashions events every day. Then next week is Rock Fashion week as well as Sanrio Hello Kitty 35th anniversary that im hosting! I will post more info as soon as I get it.

MY FASHION WESITE IS READY TO LAUNCH! I will still be using buzznet everyday. This will turn into my personal journals and personal photos. My fashion website will be events, fashion blogs, new trends, diy, magazine scans, photoshoots and all things style! It will be updated all day everyday with new beauty and fashion items and trends. There is no site geared to the teen demographic that covers all that. Im really exicited to be the one to do it!

This event was so much fun last week. Its like a cat and mouse game everytime.. but i think im the cat. Thats one of the many headbands I have made. Im working on getting them produced so you guys can buy them!

My Halloween hoodie and Tshirt is going to be up for sale this week! You guys will love it. Think skeleton glam! haven't been sitting on my ass all this time haha. Everything I have been working so hard on is finally getting finished. We filmed the Peta campaign yesterday. Im so happy with it...Waffle has her staring debut. She was not into it she wanted to wear this outfit, but I had to draw the line somewhere.

Speaking of kitties! My friend who owns Locketship jewlery brought over an entire new line inspired by the one and only original bad kitty.. Waffle!

Im in love! www.locketship.com

Today Was a reasurance to me that if you follow your heart and mind you can do ANYTHING. When the entire world is against you as long as you trust yourself you will come out on top. I live my life by that no matter what is it. Jobs, boyfriends, family, money, clothing.. If you want something, someone or to go somewhere bad enough. You manifest it and the universe will give it to you. Just some words of wisdom from the old hippie Audrey. Trust me.. change your life right now start making the things you want happen. I come from a small town outside Philly. I don't come from connections, money or anything in my favor. Shit I didn't even know who Marc Jacobs was until three years ago. You don't need any of that to do what you want in this world. Just your brain.. and good thing you all have one of those. At the end of the day knowledge and self worth is the ONLY thing that matters.

I am team underdog. I don't hate people who grew up in this industry with money, connections and no clue about the real world. I just have nothing in common with those people..and its hard to respect someone for something they were born into. Remember when to be a star you needed talent? Thats a strange concept huh? The most talented people are the most underated.. while the Kardashians and Hiltons are running this city. I will have no part in that :)

What do you guys think of this celeb with no talent world we live in now? Reality tv has ruined talent.

Love, fashion and hope,

My teenage cat is for sale.

I want to start off with saying im sorry! I feel like im neglecting you guys. I am really trying to blog as much as I can. Moving and working full time is really hard. All my free time is spent packing up the house. Tweleve days until I move!! You have no idea how exicited I am. I need a fresh start more then anything. I am not the person I was when I moved in here. Out with the old in with the new. Waffle has been on my shit list recently she has been pooping in my bath tub!!! That is not ok. She thinks its funny.. I dont. I will give someone $100 to take Waffle. Just kidding.. kinda. This Saturday is my HUGE Hollywood Yard Sale!! You need to come! Im getting tid of sooo much stuff since im moving. Tons of Audrey merch, jewlery, shoes, plush, hats, clothing.. you name it. It will be a good time I promise!

My fashion website is almost done! It will be updated everyday with new treds, and style ideas! I am really 100% into this..I hope you guys are exicited as me about it!

Success isnt something you chase. Success is something you attract because of the person you've become.

This post is the left over's...kinda like cleaning out your fridge. All the random photos on my desktop. Yesterday I went down to the tokidoki office and they gave me so much rad stuff! They are having a huge store opening party in December and there running a contest where someone and a friend will get...

* ROUND TRIP AIRFARE FOR 2
* 2 NIGHTS AT THE STANDARD HOTEL ON SUNSET
* 2 VIP TICKETS TO THE GRAND OPENING PARTY!
* A $1000 SHOPPING SPREE!!

http://www.tokidoki.it/melroserocks Go here to enter!!

I will see you there! :)

The emptiest people are those who are full of themselves.

T-mobile has been down for a week. It lost all my contacts as well as my emails and I have been unable to use it. Perez thinks the stock will go down. I agree because im getting an Iphone. T-mobile has always been horrible but this is an all time low!! On a plus note I just finished making my outfits for the Pet campaign we are filming this Sunday! Its Evil VS good. I think you guys will love it.. im really stoked on it. This week I have been obssesed with vegan organic pumpkin pie. I took two late night trips in my pajama's to get it. Yikes. Tomorrow im going to morning yoga, packing and baking cupcakes for the yard sale and then the Maxium party. Its totally not my scene at all. I want to check it out though might be a huge fail haha. Its good to step outside your box sometimes. I got my new nails today there hot pink, blue and purple chunky glitter and HUGE rinestone studs. I wanted to get more done but they gave me the boot haha. My hair is short right now cause im getting new extensions soon. If it looks good tomorrow night maybe I will keep it for a while. Rev Runs wisdom rules me.I miss my boyfriend :(

Lack of money isnt the biggest obstacle, lack of ideas, and faith is.

What are you guys beign for Halloween it's so soon! I have the best idea! Im not telling yet though!

Love, Fashion and glitter,

GO SEE "WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE" WITH ME OPENING NIGHT IN LOS ANGELES

I can't wait for the movie "Where the Wild Things Are" to come out.

I think it looks amazing!

I'm going to be at the theatre on opening night and am going to take 3 of you and a guest to go see it with me!!!!

Here's how to enter:

Look at all the monsters from "Where the Wild Things Are" HERE.

Come back to this journal and leave me a comment below telling me which monster you would most want to spend the day with and what kind of "Wild" adventure you would have. Also, be sure to include your city and state in your comment.

I will read through them all and my 3 favorites will win 2 tickets to go see "Where the Wild Things Are" in Los Angeles with me on opening night, Friday, Oct. 16 in Los Angeles.

For those of you that don't live in LA, you can still enter for the chance to win 1 of 3 of these awesome limited edition furry "Where the Wild Things Are" books.

Deadline to enter is Sunday, Oct. 11 at 5pm PT and you MUST be able to provide your own ride to the theatre in Los Angeles.

Can't wait to read all your comments!

Honeybear turn your self around you weren't invited!

So sorry guys im really trying to blog as much as I can. Im so busy right now its really hard. This week has been really unpredictable. I got the apartment I wanted!! Its under the Hollywood sign and so AMAZING! It has a HUGE balcony that over looks the city, open floor plan and a heated pool! The only down size is a small bathtub :( but the rest is so amazing I will learn to live with it. Waffle got a recation to her booster shot and now has really bad eye infectons.. go figure. I just don't like the thought of injecting random shit into our bodys for everything. This is new, remember that a 100 years ago they didn't have all these strange injections.. and they managed to live fine. Half my Barbie house is packed up. I am doing a yardsale the 10th of October in Hollywood! The flyer will be up tonight. Last night I went to the Selena Gomez record release party. She really is the sweetest person ever. A lot of those Disney stars put on an act but she is the real deal. We got gift bags with Toki Doki shoes in them! Speaking of Toki Doki im going down to there warhouse tomorrow! CLD let me borrow this amazing outfit. The belt and shoes are worth more then anything I own haha. I am in love with that lemon lime color!

When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.

This morning started off with yoga and was followed by the best deep tissue massage. Tonight I am going to my friends new resturant downtown. He makes the most killer food ever. He was a chef at the Chateau Marmont before opening his own place. After dinner I am going to see a documentry screening about a girl who hired a stripper to her 10 year high school ruinion, who was prentending to be her. Thats a genius thing to do. This weekend I am suppose to film the Peta video.. its taking FOREVER, I hate waiting on people. Me and Morgan keep inviting our friend Aaron over and falling asleep everytime.. oops, bad friends.

If I was a doll.. I might look like this. The day started out with a dead fly in my orange juice.

The power of postivite thinking. It has been proven that the body does not know the differnce between thought and reality. If you are sick, tell yourself you are healthy, and feel healthy. If your broke, tell your self you are wealthy and feel wealthy. It really works. The law of attraction. Watever you think about you bring about.

Check out these DKNY two tone tights. Im in love with the white and black!

I love this banana, soymilk and peanut butter smoothie I have been making! What do you think is better.. milkshakes or smoothies? Im all for smoothies.

Fashion, love and style,

I hope your moping around that street again.

I just finished eating the best organic hash brown ever. yum. This morning started out with a hike util I realized it was 100 degrees and I was roasting like a rotisserie chicken and getting eaten alive by bugs. It seemed like a good idea at the time..Im back from Ohio and been so busy since I got home. Im boxing up my Barbie house :( I found a few amazing places waiting for the tour of them next week. I love my house its just time to start over. A lot has happned in two years and I want a fresh start! Waffle got huge and hated me for the first few days I was back. She loves me again.. thank god. Last night was the L.A Dogworks event in Hollywood. I ran into Steve-O and Anna Paquin. I loved her in Almost Famous.. I have not seen True Blood yet thought, I know I know. The had meatballs in dog bowls and one was fake meat, one was real. My friend ate the fake meat and thought it was real and had to spit it out in the corner.. we felt stupid after we found out, oops. It tasted real!! There were so many dogs there for adoption.. I hope some found homes. I wish I could of took one home with me. We had to leave early to run to the Whip It screening. On the way out we saw Debi Mazar in a neck brace.. apprently she broke or fractured her neck on Dancing with the stars last night? I have never seen that show but Kelly Osbourne is on it this season and she is rad. Whip It is SOOOO cute. I loved it so much. I will probably see it again when its out next week. Monday is the premiere I hope I get to talk to Drew! Crossing my fingers.

I Hate the watermnarks.. I only have a Wireimage account. I love that jacket! I wish I had a bunch in different colors. Tonight I am going to the Torrid and Hot Topic model search. Should be fun. I might make an outfit today to wear tonight. Life is really stange. I do think everything happends for a reason. Sometimes you need to hit your lowest lows to be able to hit your highest highs. After I got sick I changed my entire lifestyle. I am so much happier and more productive now. I am glad I got sick. I got to educate tons of girls about the dangers.. as well as learn so much about health and the medical industry. I would still be drinking all the time, eating crap food, not working out and wasting my life. I would not change anything for all the money in the world! Even when you think you have hit the rock bottom, you need to stay positive and start climbing back up. Use it as a opertunity to make radical changes in your lifestyle.

My phone rings non stop every day.. I end up turning it off. Whenever I need to talk to anyone they NEVER answer? But they all call me every day all day? WHAT!!! It makes me insane. I am off to start packing. I really need to do a vdeo blog I have had no time at all. Maybe tonight..

He who has health has hope, he who has hope has everything.

I have a dress just like this except its all one can. I can not wait to wear it.

What do yous guys think about colored mascara? I have mixed feelings. I dont know if I LOVE it or HATE it? Your thoughts?

Love and hope,

Time to revamp.

I just finished the most wonderful French lemon pancakes. Im still in Ohio, hope to return to Hollywood this weekend. Time to revamp everything. Im moving in a month, have yet to find a place. Working on my new fashion site, tons of new outfits, accessory line getting manufacted for samples, new hair ideas, tons of shoots, Los Angeles fashion week... things are about to get wild. Im ready. I think every few years you need to change your appartment, hair and maybe your boyfriend. Change is healthy and im ready for it. I am in love with peach and baby yellow. Im sure those colors will be incorperated into my new house. I got a new fun shui book, im going to try it. I can not stop watching the National Geographic tv channel. It is so addicting. I hate tv but I get sucked in!! I got the most amazing deep tissue massage last night, im still in a daze from it. I have been having really stange/bad dreams everynight. Maybe the place im staying in haunted. Last night i dreamed I had a pet lion and Shia Labeouf was my boyfriend and I kept trying to give him the lion...yeah I don't even know..

There is over 400 girls in my Audrey Army!! All beautiful and pink. Every gernation laughs at the old fashions, yet religiously follows the new..

I got a bunch of wire and black lace.. im going to make some head peices tonight. I can not wait to see Whip It, it looks so cute!! It doesn't hurt that I love Drew Barymore as well.

Fashion fades, style is eternal.

I put together this outfit today, im really loving the lime green sequin dress with all the gold. I know black and pale colors are on all the runways right now ..but I will always love color. I can not get away from it!

I can not wait to do another video blog.. I wish I had my camera with me. The next time I blog lets hope im back home.

Do you guys like all the fashion posts I have been doing every day? Please let me know!

Love and fashion,